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Interesting addition. My preferred DC shows each turn. Coincidence obviously, just sitting here pressing buttons. But could not help but notice it at least in this small example.

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I have been reading your posts as of late and have a question: Have you found your edge? I have my opinion on this but I will wait for your answer.

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There are two aspects to experience.
Learning what to know and what we do with what we know.

You say your trading was “horrible” today.
And I'm mentioning this in respect of everything you've written about in your journal.

Perhaps it's better to say the reasons for your trading were horrible.
Having “anger” and “need” as reasons will always be horrible regardless of the monetary result. (as you say).

These are horrible reasons to do anything.

Imo all that's required here is some order to the thought process.
The perception of what's going on is, perhaps, just a little off balance, but that's all.
You're rowing across this ocean with ours of different lengths.

There is a circular nonsense in changing the reason for doing things.
What I mean by this is:
You're happy to have made a “scalp” trade when, in hindsight, that is all the market would have given you.
You're angry or needy, to have made a scalp trade when there was more to the move.

You appear to be changing how you feel about what you did in respect to what you cannot know then happens.

This is nonsense, and I say that with respect.

Getting order to this can be difficult, because it's new, but is not complicated.
Don't make it complicated.

With “need” and “anger”, and fear, one could spend a life time delving into the why and where for of them, or, one could merely acknowledge our awareness that they exist and their detrimental effects.

One could even continue to allow them providing we accept the price we pay for having them. If one is willing to accept paying that price (each and every time) then fine..pay it.
But we can't keep buying them and then complain for having them.

However, if one is not willing to accept paying that price, then stop buying it !
That's the simple, but difficult to accept, fact of the matter imo.


If trading is the thing we chose then we are required to equip ourselves with the appropriate tools.
Mind set being the most important.
I say mindset rather than psychology because psychology can take a lifetime to unravel where as mindset takes a moment to invoke.

Be aware by being present !

You are. You were in those moments of today's trades.
Initially (I'm guessing so please excuse if I'm mistaken) you tried to “stretch” the envelope by staying with the trade which, in hindsight, lasted some hours.

This is great as it was a decision you consciously made at the time. (in those moments).
The outcome of the trade is irrelevant !
What's crucial is that you did what you chose and decided to do.
You created a new experience by “doing” and you gained experience from that event, those moments.

You then seem to unravel that benefit by changing the reason for your action at the time, because of the “subsequent” market action of continuation.

You will eventually go insane unless you see that you're doing this, and that you're doing it to yourself because of anger and need.

This insanity is the price you are presently willing to pay for buying your own anger and need.

Additionally you are not recognizing all the things that you are competent and capable of as a trader which would, imo, bring to you what your anger and need are not allowing you to have.


This isn't a psychology lesson. I'm not a teacher.
All I can offer is from my own understanding and experience.

The root cause of anger and need is a lack or inability to accept.

What is not being accepted is personal but it will be about ourselves.
Something we do not accept about ourselves is what triggers anger and need.

Fine, go find those things, if we can, or rather begin to be aware each and every time they are invoked, and in that moment of awareness make a choice to not buy them.

In that very moment there will be a shift.
What we have done is change the source from which energy emanates and hence the energy we attract.
The source is no longer anger or need.
The attraction will no longer be anger or need.

What transpires, in that very same moment, is that we are subjected to a different energy.
You will feel it tangibly. It will not be restricting but expansive.

We have opened ourselves to the possibility of something new and that newness is self fulfilling rather than self destructive.

Each of us can give that energy it's own name or feeling or what ever.
Regardless, the point is that we have consciously decided to let go of something, anger and need.

The euphoria is in the “free fall” of what is new, having let go of what bound us.
We were bounded to the the past via anger and the future via need.

From this perhaps it can be seen why the moment, the present moment, now, is stressed so much.
It is only by being aware of the present moment that we are able to allow the letting go to our attachment to both the past and the future, the letting go of our anger and need.

The present moment is the perspective that gives us our perception.

Ok I know this may fall on deaf ears, and no I'm not saying this is or should be meaningful to anyone, rather and merely, that this is my experience for and in, what ever way it may help.

In trading, all of the above can be seen to allow us to function in uncertainty with the certainty that, and confidence in, our own ability to take appropriate action in this and each and every new moment according to ones experience. And via those experiences, to learn what to know.

We are then, again, left with learning what to do with what we know.

Imo, you have an arsenal of tools that enable you to interact with the market to your benefit and fulfilment. Look at all the wise things you mentioned about your trading today (self perceptions/actions/observations etc..) But it will be your interaction that will fulfil you and not the monitory result.

All of those tools are at your disposal at a click of the mouse.

The energy required to invoke those tools is within you.
You have it, it is yours and no one can take that away from you.
You could even say that you have earned them.
Where that energy emanates from is down to what you're accepting to pay.

Anger has a price. Need has a price.
Both are more costly than any amount of profit you may earn from the market.

Freedom from both is free. It comes from our free choice.
We are given what we choose.

All we require is the awareness to see that we have a choice and that that awareness can only occur in the present moment. That choice can only be made now. It has nothing to do with the past or the future other than to free us from both. Stay present and we shall be aware.

No try, do.
No if, now.

Decide what you're going to do and how you are going to do it, from what you already know.
Then do it.

I hope I'm not coming across like some nut case or know it all.
These are just my observations and perspectives and sincerely wish you well.

Let it be.
Perhaps we are better to not ask anything of the market but rather let her give it to us.
To be gentle, humble, empathic, non demanding and accepting of all her graces and wimms
and delight in whatever she shares with us.

Shana tova

zt379 (M).


I started to go through several points, but too much work for tonight. I wish I would actually.

In summary though, I agree on most if it.

Where I don't, is that I do not really want the scalp that I received, but I take it regardless, because of fear and doubt. And while it may show a positive score in the daily PnL, it too comes at a price; that of turning my back on something better.

Had I started as a trader my issues might not be so deep. But my intention of posting frustration is to be aware and work through it.

I am happy to have you, and I am working on things daily.

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It depends on how I look at it. I don't track the percentages of various targets, but just know that I could get a smaller target with greater frequency than a more distant target. I did not come up with the concept, heard it in a webinar recently, and then again in a book, so I built a spreadsheet to look at it.

If I set a stop loss at 15 ticks on 2 contracts, and have a target #1 of 25 ticks and a target #2 of 50 ticks. I am risking a total of 30 for the possibility of 75, giving an initial risk to reward of 2.5.

Let's assume I can hit an 8 tick target with a 15 tick stop loss 75% of the time (1.6pf). If I add that to the two above, and my target hits, what happens is I now have 8 banked, reducing the risk on the remaining two from 30 to 22 ticks total. The RR remaining goes to 3.41

Obviously 25% of the time the trade will lose on all 3, some percentage I may only hit on the 1st target etc. But trying to expand my thoughts around never really knowing anything, I am trying to look at it not as win or lose, but variations on that theme.

So the scalp is a different trade, as it has its own individual stop and targets from the remaining contracts, and you are considering the profit from the scalp as reducing your net potential losses over the remaining trades, since you already have some profit locked in now. I see your point, although one should keep in mind, that after the successful scalp the remaining open RR may be 3.41, but from a risk manamgement standpoint, at the point of entry the RR was actually reduced from 2.5 to 1.84 due to the additional 15 ticks risk/8 tick target on the scalp. (75+8)/(15*3).

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Oil Gains on Speculation Biggest Drop Since July Was Exaggerated


That headline made me laugh.

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So the scalp is a different trade, as it has its own individual stop and targets from the remaining contracts, and you are considering the profit from the scalp as reducing your net potential losses over the remaining trades, since you already have some profit locked in now. I see your point, although one should keep in mind, that after the successful scalp the remaining open RR may be 3.41, but from a risk manamgement standpoint, at the point of entry the RR was actually reduced from 2.5 to 1.84 due to the additional 15 ticks risk/8 tick target on the scalp. (75+8)/(15*3).

But I have a 75% chance of taking a 1.84 to a 3.41.

I don't know, just something I am looking at.

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Killer Range Chart GaryD!

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@GaryD

I have been reading your posts as of late and have a question: Have you found your edge? I have my opinion on this but I will wait for your answer.

Robert


I have found something that allows me to understand the market, maybe, but not myself. I have maybe only 3, 4, 5 times ever, allowed a trade to run to where it should (100-500). I do not understand why.

I don't like the idea of what I gravitate towards. I set my charts up for moves that seem insignificant, that create results that are favorable but miniscule. To produce $7k last month, I had to turn $50k maybe in trading dollars? The net is on the edge of what feels safe.

You have to keep in mind I am bringing in money on another side, I look at the compasrison between the two on a daily basis. Not just in dollars, but certainty.

I picked up another project that will net me another $xxk per month, most likely have another 22 coming. And even that does not provide me with any more satisfaction to what my real issues may be.

I came to trading looking for something that I am discovering it may not be. Could I grind out a living? Most likely. Can I get back to something I seem to be chasing?

I could not today replace my outside income without a feeling that I was also risking my future. Is the feeling correct? As long as I feel it, it probably is. So I talk, or I guess type, about it. Kind of looking at it head on.

I am basically flat for the past 7 trading days. Up x down x, etc. That feels like a lot of effort. I do not trade mechanically, so my results are directly tied to my mindset at the time, and this month seems to be suggesting conflict. The distance I will allow a trade to go is getting shorter, not longer.

I think what I struggle with has more to do with time. Future, now, past. And fear. This journal is a place where I wrestle with where I want to be, and maybe more important, why.

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I had to turn $50k maybe in trading dollars?

What do you mean by turn $50k in trading dollars?


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