I have been trading on and off for some time and have been losing real money trading the emini. I have come across topsteptrader last year and have been fascinated by their program and was able to pass step 1 after couple months on a 150K account. I believe this was complete luck. The reason I say this is because I am currently on my 11th reset on step 2. LOL
I have come to realization that I needed to be more patient and only trade the best setup. I need to stop overtrading and stop once I make or lose certain amount of $$$. Yes, there will be days where I will miss big moves, but that's just how things are. Not only in trading but life in general. I never found writing journals to be helpful to my trading, however, I've decided to stop being arrogant and admit the fact that I need help.
I am now going to write and share my thoughts with the community because I know there are many knowledgeable traders in this community. I believe if we hold each other accountable, we can succeed in this industry altogether.